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Rest in Wonderful Peace, Lola.
Written with an inkless pen last Thursday, January 26, 2012 at 7:57 AM
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My Grandma and I. Ignore my ugly face ok.
This was 2 years ago, I think. yeah. I couldn't
find the latest one. :(

btw, Lola = Grandma

Last January 24, 2012 at 2:30pm, my beloved grandma Teresita Valdez died due to hard breathing, number of bruises, weak body, blahblahblah Pnuemonia [as said by the doctor. that is], and lack of Potassium and water.

That was the same date as my crush's birthday too. aheeheeh. :">
lol omg. just kidding guise. anyway, back to the point.

I just can't imagine this day would REALLY come. Sure, I was thinking about this back then but I don't know if I could accept it. It really hurts to lose someone you really love, eh? Anyway, I was in school at that time. I called at home to ask about some things because I left some of my paper works at home and that was exactly like, 2:30 in the afternoon. The moment I put the phone down, my mom said she was already weeping inside our room talking with one of our relatives who was staying with our grandma at the hospital during the confinement.

My grandma died.
while I was there at school
doing stuff.
studying.
chitchatting.
Having fun.
Laughing with my friends.
Getting serious.
And then being back to my old carefree self.

While I was doing those.
My grandma just died.
She just passed away.

I couldn't imagine it.
It hurts.

And yet. I was happy. I was happy for her. She finally gets to be free at last. She finally gets to be with God. Flying through the clouds, not having to have those bruises again. She doesn't have to chop off her food into very tiny bits just to eat. She doesn't have to use apparatuses just to support her body. She doesn't need anything to keep her alive. She already got what she needs. GOD. She's in heaven now. And I know we'll see each other. someday.

Once you love someone.
they will never die in your heart.