Talk later. Gotta patch things up.
Quick updates for month of February and March. And a little announcement...
Written with an inkless pen last Monday, April 9, 2012 at 11:35 PM
[Kuronuma Sawako // Kimi Ni Todoke]
FEBRUARY
Nothing much happened.
Still cramming at the last minute.
And.. I might have done something out of.. carelessness. '^^
I accidentally broke my classmate's guitar. yes, GUITAR. Do you know how much that costs? Well, don't ask me, I don't know. -__- But of course I was freaking nervous about it, I didn't even mean it! I mean, the guitar was like 10 years old now, ever since they bought it, and it just so happened that its 'brittleness' was triggered because of me. because of my.. uhh, carelessness. whatever. But I really thank my classmate's parents. They weren't really angry. Actually, they were pretty calm.
Dan [my classmate]: Hey dad, the guitar's broken.His dad: *is watching TV* OH?Dan: My.. classmate accidentally broke it.His dad: Oh ok.
"OH OKAY."
That's like the least answer I have in mind.
I was thinking of more like a, "What? B-but how? WHO DID IT?!"
And then a knife's ready at the back of him.
Ohmygod, I AM DEAD.
But I'm still alive so thank God. :'D
February.
This was also the month when my crush finally... uhh, asked his.. you know, to be his.. you know. girlfriend. And, it kind of hurts when I heard it. He doesn't want to talk about it with me, I don't know why. He has already shared it with other people, and as far as I'm concerned, I'm one of his closest. And.. whatever, I'm just going to forget I ever I liked him.
MARCH
And here I thought I have already forgotten about him.
Nope, not one bit. I couldn't even get over him!
Anyway, I thank God for giving me another chance this year. I'm still in the honor roll! Top 8. Although I went down, at least I didn't get all the way out of the list right? I'm still there. An Honor student. And I received a service award for participating in the Spectrum Newspaper, as a news writer. Ooooh, I hope I can get promoted next year to be an editor. >__<
Getting back to H I M.
I confessed to him last April 1st I think. April fool's day. I should have said it was all a joke. but whatever, I already told him how I felt so there's no taking it back, right? You know, when I confess my feelings to somebody [of the opposite sex], I only get the confidence when I don't like him anymore, or when I'm starting to forget the feelings I have, or maybe when its near summer. Ahaha. Seriously, when it's near summer. Because I know we won't be able to see each other again until the start of classes, so there's no awkwardness. :))
So that's what's been happening to my life lately.
I'm going to update again, at a different site.
I think I'm going to use tumblr because it's more convenient.
And everyone barely uses this anymore.. so yeah.
I'll be back blogspot. I still love you. ;*
cheers.
Currently watching: Kimi ni Todoke 2 episode 7
Currently feeling: full. I just ate! :D
Currently craving for: Something sweet. :3
I'm at SINGAPORE btw. :>
Rest in Wonderful Peace, Lola.
Written with an inkless pen last Thursday, January 26, 2012 at 7:57 AM
My Grandma and I. Ignore my ugly face ok.
This was 2 years ago, I think. yeah. I couldn't
find the latest one. :(
btw, Lola = Grandma
Last January 24, 2012 at 2:30pm, my beloved grandma Teresita Valdez died due to hard breathing, number of bruises, weak body, blahblahblah Pnuemonia [as said by the doctor. that is], and lack of Potassium and water.
That was the same date as my crush's birthday too. aheeheeh. :">
lol omg. just kidding guise. anyway, back to the point.
I just can't imagine this day would REALLY come. Sure, I was thinking about this back then but I don't know if I could accept it. It really hurts to lose someone you really love, eh? Anyway, I was in school at that time. I called at home to ask about some things because I left some of my paper works at home and that was exactly like, 2:30 in the afternoon. The moment I put the phone down, my mom said she was already weeping inside our room talking with one of our relatives who was staying with our grandma at the hospital during the confinement.
My grandma died.
while I was there at school
doing stuff.
studying.
chitchatting.
Having fun.
Laughing with my friends.
Getting serious.
And then being back to my old carefree self.
While I was doing those.
My grandma just died.
She just passed away.
I couldn't imagine it.
It hurts.
And yet. I was happy. I was happy for her. She finally gets to be free at last. She finally gets to be with God. Flying through the clouds, not having to have those bruises again. She doesn't have to chop off her food into very tiny bits just to eat. She doesn't have to use apparatuses just to support her body. She doesn't need anything to keep her alive. She already got what she needs. GOD. She's in heaven now. And I know we'll see each other. someday.
Once you love someone.
they will never die in your heart.
Confession #2: I've been living in Filipino time.
Written with an inkless pen last Monday, December 26, 2011 at 6:19 PM
* No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. *
If you're going to ask me if I was an early bird then...
NO. NOT ONE BIT.
well, maybe. kinda. but most of the time,
I'm a late person.
Not surprising much because I've been like this ever since I was young. I've always have that Filipino Time in me that whenever I have a meeting or some place to go, I always go late. According the to Urban Dictionary...
Filipino Time
1) Filipino Time, which means things get done whenever they get done. Official Timing of The Phillipines.
2) means always late ... a filipino culture ... its like always coming late to a meeting ... especially in parties or when friends are going out ... most of the time 1 hour late or even more ... and when you call them they will lie that they are on their way already and almost there ... but the fact is that they are still @ home getting prep up...
Admit it or not, most Filipinos really do follow Filipino Time. Like for example when they set up a time of 6pm meeting, they would arrive at 6:30 or 7:00 pm. However, take note that NOT ALL FILIPINOS are like this, there are still people who strictly follow the time. And believe me those aren't just the businessmen nor businesswomen. Filipino time people are just most of the casualties you can see here.
And I'm kind of.. one of them. I'm guilty, yes.
But that's one of my new year's resolutions.
or what I would rather like to call, FAITH GOALS.
To be early and follow the time.
To be a punctual lil` girl.
ahuh. sounds good, doesn't it?
I just hope I can follow that next year.
I wouldn't want people to point out my tardiness in various situations. -__-
cheers. Currently playing: Passing By by Yiruma
Currently feeling: Calm and well, nothing really actually.
Currently craving for: Something sweet. > <
Confession #1: No Secret is safe.
Written with an inkless pen last Monday, October 31, 2011 at 8:11 PM
* No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. No hate. Just love. *
"NO SECRET IS SAFE."
I salute to that quote above.
But at the same time, I d e s p i s e it.
Why?
I confess.
I can be tactless.
I can keep secrets. But only at a limited time. And I'm not sure how long or short would that be. Some may last a life time, some may last only for a minute. I really hate myself for that trait. I don't know why I can't keep my mouth SHUT. It may be because of the reason that.. I like attention. I'm an attention-seeker. I've been given much attention when I was a kid, so maybe my tendency is to seek more attention from people and give them something that interests them. You see, this is how people goes:
You tell them a secret, they only just ask for more. And they won't budge until they've known that secret.
When you know a secret that nobody else knows, it makes you feel all-knowing, which you aren't. It gives you confidence, but really it just makes your head big. While some are fine with keeping secrets, some just crave FOR MORE. That's the reality of life.
...And I hate how life gets me.
I once had a friend who is very dear to me even though he can be annoying sometimes, and I never thought I could lose his trust with just one heard of his secret. He entrusted a secret to me, I promised I wouldn't tell. But guess again, I did. and I regretted that. Yesterday, he was totally mad at me and he asked my why I did it. I didn't know what he was talking about, honestly. There were a lot of secrets he told me and I'm pretty sure it wasn't one of what I told. He didn't want to talk to me anymore. He said he trusted me and I disappointed him.
DISAPPOINT.
^ The word I really hate the most.
He said I could just forget him and act as if I've never known him my whole life. That broke my heart to pieces. I admit, maybe I did something wrong, but he could have given me a chance to explain or know what he heard. It was all so confusing yesterday that I couldn't help but to cry that night. Life hurts. but the truth shall set you free.
...I just hope we get along again.
If every you read this my friend, I'M VERY SORRY. TRULY, I AM. I hope you forgive me. I love you bro.
RETREAT 2011 @ Carmelite Missionaries Center.
Written with an inkless pen last Sunday, October 30, 2011 at 11:34 PM
"For unto us a Child is born, to us a Son is given, and the government will be on His shoulders. And he will be called, Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father and Prince of Peace."
- Isaiah 9:6
Our retreat was held last October 25-27 @ The Carmelite Missionaries Center something. It was a VERY BIG place that requires SILENCE. As in, you should be VERY SILENT and well shut. It's hard to be silent, honestly. I'm not a quiet person knowing that once you get me started I never shut up.
So anyway, I have a testimony for this retreat and I'm just going to say this now because we weren't given a chance to testify what we felt or what happened to us this retreat.
So last Oct. 26, that was Wednesday, in the afternoon, I lost something that was very important to me. I lost my pink file case that contains papers and chords of christian songs and other songs that I use in the church and other events. It also contains my certificates and remembrances of the events I participated in. It was so important that I was DESPERATELY looking for it. I searched all around the session hall where I left it. Actually, I left it there because I know that we're still going back after lunch and siesta. But when I came back, it was all GONE. GONE, NOT A SINGLE SOUL OF IT WAS FOUND. So I asked every person I know who would borrow that case, but no one saw it. I searched in out and of the desks (and there were a lot of it FYI), I searched behind things, I searched at every corner of the hall and even at the snacks section. I even went up and down through the stairs to go to my room and search there. But unfortunately, I didn't find it. So when it was night time, there was praise and worship and luckily, it wasn't my turn to play the keyboard, I just stood there worrying about my clear file case. My friend, Lyza, tried to keep me out of my dilemma but I just can't focus on praising and worshiping God. But then a voice spoke to me, it asked me why I was worrying. Come to think of it, I've been worrying the whole time and.. it's like I didn't appreciate the purpose of the retreat and the center of it, which is, GOD. I asked forgiveness to God and finally cleared out my mind about that pink file case. I enjoyed the night and... when I tried to find it again, I FINALLY FOUND IT! It was kept inside the boxes used for the awards and games and stuff. Maybe someone thought it was part of it so he just put it there. Nevertheless, I was so happy that I found my pink file case. I'll try to be more careful next time. :) But I'll never forget the purpose of everything I do and that is: TO GLORIFY GOD.
Thank you and GOD BLESS. :)
cheers. Currently feeling: Not so well. > <
Currently Craving for: something cold and sweet.
MUG ROOT BEAR DRUNK WITHIN 2 MINUTES.
Written with an inkless pen last Monday, October 17, 2011 at 6:37 AM
HEY HEY HEY. GUESS WHAT.
I JUST DRANK A WHOLE 330ml OF MUG ROOT BEER
IN MORE OR LESS THAN 2 MINUTES.
Yes folks, I CERTAINLY DID. It was my first time though. It was kind of hard at first, but I still pulled through because well, first of all, I DON'T WANT TO LOSE. I have this competitive side of me so that's why. and plus, I like root beer. I did it together with my close friends, MICHELE and DIANA. Too bad I refused our bet that when someone wins, the two would give P20 pesos to her. or was it P50? oh well. At least I had an experience. and an AWESOME ONE too!
Once I started gulping every milliliter of that MUG, I never stopped. well, until it was all empty. But you know, while I was drinking it, it was continuously going down through my throat. I could feel every drop dropping into my stomach. After that, I felt SO FULL and kind of dizzy knowing that it's my first time. I was just standing there, I couldn't move. When I move, my tummy hurts. I stood there for few minutes then I started walking and trying to burp. haha. yes yes, as girly as I can be [NOT], I burp. We're all human beings right? So why not act like one?
So anyway, after that I tried a lot of times burping just to release that Carbonated liquid inside me. Fortunately, it started to escape from me. I felt relieved at that moment and happy that I've felt yet another stupidly crazy experience. Oh, the wonders you could do with life.
anyway, I still haven't finished my homework yet because I didn't bring my book. lelels. I accidentally placed it in my locker. Guess I didn't notice that it wasn't in my bag. SPEAKING OF HOME WORKS, I still haven't finished my Kumon home works yet. And I really need to finish every single homework now or else I'll have to edit my schedule of home works again. I AM SO LAZY THAT I CAN'T EVEN MAKE LITTLE PROGRESS ON KUMON.
Any help on overcoming my laziness?
cheers.
Reminiscing the past. ♥
Written with an inkless pen last Friday, October 14, 2011 at 4:59 AM
I remember when we were kids.
We used to play in the rain,
to play hide and seek,
to laugh and have fun,
to not take our problems seriously,
and to make up right away
after we had a fight.
Yepp, those were the days when we were still innocent.
I know I can't bring back the past,
but at least I'll try to reminisce the moment
when we were kids.
And because I have nothing to do and I haven't started reviewing yet, I thought of browsing into my files, specifically the pictures, and thought of reminiscing my childhood and of course the people who made a great impact on me [besides my family]. It all started when I was lurking into one of my friend's blog which I think she had already abandoned who happened to be my best friend back in the days. Oh, the life. I wish it was as simple as it was back then. Today's life feels SO COMPLICATED and and... CONFUSING. and...
Idk.
I suddenly remembered that I need to review right now. Don't wanna flunk the tests tomorrow. It's a total shame for me if I do. Oh well, I guess procrastination brings out the best in me.
cheers. Currently playing: Someone like you by Adele
Currently feeling: Calm yet I feel like I need to do something important.
Currently craving for: PIZZA. ♥
Labels: Past
Get to know a bit about me.
Written with an inkless pen last Thursday, October 13, 2011 at 8:20 PM
What do you do first thing in the morning?
I pray of course. :)
What's the last thing you do before leaving to school/work?
Say bye to my dogs.
Do you do things in the same order daily?
Depends.
What is your first class?
Filipino.
Mode of transportation for school/work?
My mom drives me to and from school. ;)
Are you allowed your cell phone in class?
No. :<
What grade are you in?
2nd year High School. Sophomore yo. ~
What do you want your job to be when older?
Actually, I want to be and astronaut or an astronomer.
What's your favorite food?
Umm. Anything I could eat I guess.
CHOCOLATE TO BE SPECIFIC.
What is the best place to eat out?
Anywhere as long as the food tastes great. :bd
What is the place your parents get groceries?
The.. grocery store? o.O Just kidding. I don't know,
my parents change places when buying groceries.
How do you style your hair most often? Why?
I tie my hair loose and either put a clip on the side.
Do you have a crush?
I.. think so? :))
What are you most looking forward to?
Retreat. \(^_^)/
What are you procrastinating on right now?
Review for Quarterly Exams. -.-
Is it preventing you from doing what you're looking forward to?
Well... :)) not really.
Have you ever had a job? Where?
I work as a full-time Christian. ;)
Do you like junk food?
YES YES YES.
Are you organized?
When I don't get lazy. :))
Do you follow plans?
I plan to follow my plans. But I end up changing them. harhar.
Do you like to be busy or relaxed?
both. I'd like to be balanced.
When did you last use the washroom?
just a while ago.
What is on your mind?
I only have 10 minutes remaining before I go out. D:
What brand of make-up do you use?
I don't do make-ups.
What brand of hair product do you use?
Idk. It's from UK s0o0o ~
Do you have braces?
YES! :D
Do you brush your teeth before bed?
Yeah. ;)
What is the best part about night time?
You finally get to rest.
What is the last thing you do before getting into bed?
PRAY.
Ahh yes. Quartely exams for the 2nd quarter are here. It's already 8:15pm and I haven't started reviewing yet. lolols. Oh well, good thing our tests for tomorrow starts in the afternoon. I still got time. :bd Anyway 6 minutes remaining. I really got to go. Hope you learned something from me. ;)) haha. I miss answering surveys like the one above. I used to do that when friendster was still alive. But unfortunately, it changed into a gaming site. Guess that's life. You've got to move on or else you'd get left behind.
Cheers. Labels: Me, Quarterly exams
Rolling `Till The World Ends
Written with an inkless pen last Saturday, September 24, 2011 at 12:05 AM
FOR ALL BORED AND MUSIC INSPIRED PEOPLE.
or whatever you call yourselves.
Okay, If you have nothing to do.
You guys should check this out.
It's a cover mash-up of Rolling In The Deep by Adele and Till the World Ends by Britney Spears that I and my sister made last September 11, 2011.
ignore my ugly face.
anyway, enjoy. :D
Quarterly Tests and my Father's operation.
Written with an inkless pen last Saturday, August 20, 2011 at 12:10 AM
"Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate endeavor
to find my whoever, wherever he may be."
-Remembering Sunday by All Time Low
~ ♥ ~
If quarterly examinations can kill then I'm eventually dying right now. Like srsly. I mean, okay Math was fine. It was such a breeze (yes, it is. Believe me.) But don't even ask me the other subjects, they were all killer drugs. and they weren't even addictive. But thank God I got high scores. Especially in Social Studies and Filipino because I totally suck there. Well, I think I do. Which is also ironic because I think English was just a piece of cake but it turned out... well, different. I got two lowest scores this quarter, which is a line of 6 [60-69] over 80. English and Biology. So I really gotta work out those two.
That's my mom adjusting dad's something-something
@ Asian Hospital, Philippines
Anyway, my father's operation was a success! His gallbladder was taken out without any defects or disturbances during the operations. And yes, he had gallstones. He had them for years actually but he just decided to take them out now because it really hurt him. Anyway, thank God for that. :)
So let me tell you a little something about me. (TAGALOG VERSION)
Written with an inkless pen last Friday, July 15, 2011 at 5:42 AM
Simpleng tao lamang ako na ipinanganak sa Mandaluyong, Maynila noong Nobyembre 24, 1996. Hindi ako gaanong maliit, hindi rin gaanong matangkad, kayumanggi ang balat, kulay tsokolate ang mata at may kaunting lahing espanyol. Kasama ko ang aking nanay, tatay at dalawang kapatid sa bahay. Katulad nga ng sinabi ko, simpleng tao lamang ako… ngunit may mga mataas na pangarap na nais abutin. Ang pangalan ko? Sofia Vera Dauag Valdez.
Maraming tao ang naging bahagi ng aking buhay. Marami ang nakaimpluwensiya sa aking pagkatao, maging sa pagdesisyon ko. Isa na doon ang aking nakakatandang babaeng kapatid na si Friendly Loi Valdez. Noong ako ay bata pa, hindi kami gaanong malapit sa isa’t-isa subalit paglaki ko ay mas lalo kaming nagkasundo at mas lalo naming naintindihan ang isa’t isa. Sa kanya ako humihingi ng mga payo o opinion patungkol sa anumang bagay. Oo, kami’y madalas na mag-away bagkus hindi iyon ang dahilan para kami ay hindi magpansinan. Ako’y maraming natutunan sa aking ate, maging itinuro man niya ito o hindi. Kaya ako’y lubos na nagpapasalamat sa kanya sa epekto ng kanyang buhay sa akin.
Sa aking palagay, ang isa sa pinakamahalagang lugar sa aking buhay maliban sa akng bahay na tinitirhan ay ang aking kristiyanong simbahan na ang Amazing Grace Christian Ministries, Inc. Kapangalan rin nito ang aking paaralan. Iyan ay dahil nagkasundo sila na hihiramin ng paaralan ang pangalan ng simbahan kapalit ng suporta nito. Pumayag naman sila. 27 na taon na ang aking simbahan na pinupuntahan at ito’y magiging 28 na taon sa darating na Oktubre 10, 2011. Sa 14 na taon ng buhay ko, masasabi kong matagal-tagal na rin ako sa iglesiya na iyon. At masasabi ko rin na maganda ang naging epekto nyan sa aking buhay. Marami akong natutunan, marami akong naranasan at marami rin akong naging kaibigan lalo na ang aking matalik na kaibigan na si Camille Veras. Nagpapasalamat ako sa panginoon dahil ako’y pinili niya sa karami-raming taong itinawag niya upang sumali sa kanyang ministeryo. Dahil sa kanya, ako ay nagbagong buhay na.
Sa tuwing inaalala ko ang aking mga napagdaanan, naaalala ko ang mga pangyayaring di ko aakalaing mararanasan ko. Katulad nga lang noong isang araw nang ako’y nawala sa Enchanted Kingdom. Bata pa ako noon kaya mahilig akong magsipunta kung saan-saan. Ngunit dahil sa aking pagkabulagsak ay nawala ako doon at hindi ko na mahanap ang aking ina. Ako’y umiyak nang umiyak, subalit may mabait na babae na tinulungan ako at itinuro ang pinaghinalaan niyang nanay ko. Nakakatuwa nga iyon sa tuwing naaalala ko. Bata pa lamang ako ay gusto ko nang humayo at tumuklas ng mga mababagong bagay. Ngunit bata pa ako noon, kailanganin ko pang maghintay.
Sa totoo lang ay marami akong gusto. Sa bawat aspeto ng aking buhay ay marami akong gustong matutunan at palaguin pa ang aking mga talento, maging iyan ay patungkol sa sining, sa musika, sa panitikan o literatura, sa akademya, sa isports, at iba pa. Marami akong kayang gawin nang walang problema. Ang ayaw ko lang ay ang aking katamaran. Minsan kasi’y marami akong gustong gawin ngunit ito’y natatabunan ng katamaran ng aking katawan. Hindi ko alam pero, kapag marami akong oras na pwedeng gawin ang isang bagay, iniiwan ko nalang siya para mamaya o bukas. Kapag naman wala na akong oras ay hindi ko na
nagagawa lahat ng dapat kong gawin, resulta sa pagmamadali o “cramming.”
Oo, marami akong gustong marating. Ngunit ito lamang ay aking mararating kung ako’y pursegido lamang. Walang sinumang tao ang makakapilit kung ano ka, dahil ikaw mismo ang pumipili ng sarili mong desisyon. Ngayon ay aking napagdesisyonan na ipagpatuloy ang aking pag-aaral ng mabuti at gawin ang lahat ng aking makakaya sa tulong ng Diyos upang maabot ang aking mga pangarap at magbigay inspirasyon sa mga taong nais ring humangad sa ganitong pangarap.
Youth Camp 2011? YOUTH APPROVED BY GOD!
Written with an inkless pen last Monday, June 6, 2011 at 12:20 AM
"Be diligent to present yourself approved to God as a workman who does not need to be ashamed, accurately handling the word of truth."
-2 Timothy 2:15
So since I haven't updated so much.
I'm just going to sum everything up in pictures. Since pictures are worth a thousand words, then I guess you can have like a hundred thousand in just one post. lols. So first up is our Youth Camp which was held last Aprils 15-17. :) My group was Abraham. witwew! Mr. Camp was Marnie Jude Marcos and Ms. Camp was Sarah--I don't know her surname.
To God be the glory! ^ ^
Blessing or Burden?
Written with an inkless pen last Wednesday, April 13, 2011 at 11:54 PM
"Every burden is a blessing."
- Walt Kelly
When I was in fifth grade, my teacher asked the class whether we were a burden or a blessing to our family. Most answered blessing. I answered blessing.
...but honestly, I was going to say burden.
I just don't get the quote above. How can you be a blessing when you're a burden? When you're the black sheep of.. everything? Most people won't probably think that I'm a burden because of the way I present myself to them--kind, friendly, happy-go-lucky, loyal, and anything good you can ever think of. but that's just it. It only ends there. Whenever I'm at home, I am always involved with the problems. Heck, I think i am even the problem itself. I don't know, it's just that I'm always telling myself to stop being lazy and start working. I always set my priorities beforehand but I end up facing this monitor for the whole day. I always tell myself to change for the better.
I always say it.
but I never do it.
I have this essay in english, our teacher told us to write it so we did. My title was "Actions speak better than words." Since it talks about that, I made up my own story. There was this two fellow men. They were neighbors. They were both rich. They were friends. But this one rich man tend to boast. He bragged about how he helped the poor, he bragged about how richer he got yesterday, he bragged about donating a large amount of money for the charity.
He got a big mouth.
But the people never saw him
give a single coin to anyone.
On the other hand, the other man, who was also rich, did a different thing. He donated money to the poor. And although he wasn't that rich, he still enjoyed his blessings with his friends. he spent time with them and gave them happiness. And in return, He gained happiness for himself.
One day, an owner of a very rich and well-known company came to their place. he was looking for someone who is responsible enough to take over his place someday. (Yes, he was old.) When he met those two rich men. Guess who he picked?
Yes, he picked the one who showed kindness
rather than the one who just said it.
You see, when we say things that regards to helping others,
we should SHOW it
not just say it.
- - -
Because I'm telling myself to show actions and not just speak words, but in reality, I do the opposite. *sigh* Lately, I and my sister are having fights. We've been having a bit of misunderstanding with each other. It's not a physical fight, it's more of uhmm.. talking fight. like, I talk back at her and she talks back too, and then we'll end up silent after that. But later on, we'll talk at each other.
It's regarding my attitude. I've been quite lazy for the past few weeks. I don't know why. We're not THAT rich so I'm not that spoiled but somehow.. I act like one. Spoiled like, I'm here infront of the monitor and they're over there cleaning up the whole house. It's like I'm the princess or something.
BUT I'M NOT.
So yeah, I feel like I'm a burden to my family. I feel like they don't deserve a useless daughter like me. I feel like I shouldn't even exist! But that's way beyond the reason.
But, if my family doesn't have me then they won't have a bubbly yet smart child. Their life without me isn't the same anymore. lol, `just kid. I don't know what'll happen if I'm "gone for good."
Anyway, Youth Camp's tomorrow. And I'm hoping that God will make a change in me. A TOTAL CHANGE, I declare that. and after that I will be able to have the answer to my question.
Am I a blessing or a burden?
...we'll see, won't we?
Hey there. I'm Sofia. Most people misspell my name as Sophia, but that 's okay. I was born in the 1996. I'm kind and I'm a ticking bomb of randomness. I can be as genius as Jimmy Neutron and I can be as dumb as Patrick Star. One thing's for sure, Math is not that hard. I like writing stories, making graphics, playing the piano, dancing to the beat and singing beautiful melodies. I can be hypocritical, but everyone also is anyway. It's amusing to see how ironic people can be. Anyway, Hillsong, Casting Crowns, Planetshakers, All Time Low, We the Kings, The Maine, and The Ready Set is L-O-V-E. I'm a Sophomore. I Love God SOOO much and MAHAL KO KAYONG LAHAT. :3
